I Lost A Friend.

                 

                         COMRADE'S JAMUAN RAYA at Pusat Islam UiTM Dengkil

 (COMRADE stands for Committee of Rohani Asasi Dengkil)

My friend died on 9^th of August 2019, Friday at around 12 am at midnight. She was 19 years old. I cannot put into words about the grief and how to describe my feelings at that time. She was my housemate during my foundation level in Dengkil. Every room occupied with maximum 6 person. We enjoyed our times and memories that we shared together during 2 semesters of studies there. I could say that we were closest to each other. She was super kind little girl and a bright student. I always referred and asked her questions especially for Mathematics subject. I had better understandings after she showed me how to solve the problems. Other than that, she was unfailingly considerate. 

One day, my roommate and I did not wake up at the time we always do, so what she did was, she knocked our room’s door, opened the door, and called out our name gently. We were lucky to have her, since if we’re not awake at that time, we must be late to class (not only roommate but we both classmates). I am very lucky right? Hahaha😊

Before we went back to our home after the 2^ndsemester ended, we promised to tell every member about or UPU’s result. Where we were going to continue studying? What was our bachelors? As the result was announced, soon after that, one of us started shared all that things and asked about others. Then, we revealed our result except one of our members. My house’s leader decided to directly message her and asked personally. She was very shock after received the replies. Plus, it is from her mother. She forwarded all her mom replies to us. Her mother mentioned that our friend was passed out and got admitted at a hospital. 

The only decent picture of me and Wani. Pardon my face :D

It was aterrible shock at that moment. We started to puzzle out the information that we just received. On the next day, her roommate asked herself about her condition. Her mother replied, “Wani ada masalah hati, tahap 2.”, “Kuning dia tinggi sangat.”, “Dia dah tak kenal orang.”, “Lepastu, dia tak bagi apa-apa respond.” “Doktor masukkan gas”. We digested this piece of news with mixed feelings. 

After that, we did not receive any information about her condition. Soon, 2 weeks later, at 9^thAugust, pass 12 midnight, her mother made a story on Whatsapp telling that Wani is gone, and as a mother, she was very thankful and grateful of all the dua’s from her daughter’s friends. We were overcome with grief.  

We all know that we would not live forever in this world. We must get back to our Creator at last. She was not sick and we spoke every single day, doing things that we usually do. This is what I can conclude during our staying in Uitm Dengkil. She was not showing any kind of significant disease that correlated to a severe disease. Everything is fine and normal nothing extraordinary happened. That’s why we took several times to cope with this new as it is someone that we truly close even it is not a year we have been friends. 

Me and my housemates after finished our final exam😂

Look at the happy faces though since we pulled all-nighters for two weeks of examination.

After that we went to ICESCAPE Icerink in IOI Putrajaya Mall as a reward to ourselves.

Having splendid times ice skating even our back hurts a lot😆

Before I end up this entry, grief is unavoidable fact of life that everyone will end up go through. From Surah Baqarah verse 155, Allah says "And We will surely test you with something of fear and hunger and a loss of wealth and lives and fruits...". and our job now is we have to pray to the Creator, may He provide us strengths as Muhammad SAW as the example in affliction and victory. Have a nice day ahead everyone! See you again!